Left Adulterous Lifestyle And Marriage Restored
I grew up in a Christian family and have attended church since childhood. However, that did not stop me from getting into pornography and masturbation since I was nine. For close to 40 years, I was bound by it.
This greatly affected my marriage and gradually led me to commit adultery. I tried to hide my sin and lived a double life. But after about a year or so, the weight of sin and guilt was so great that I wanted to end my life. I flew to a nearby country without my wife’s knowing, with plans to take my life.
As my “final confession”, I texted my wife when I was away and confessed my infidelity. It devastated her, but she still encouraged me to return to God and return home so we could discuss things. I refused to, as I felt I could no longer face her and God.
In the hotel room one night, God led me to watch messages about His grace, and I began to cry and think of how I had let God and my wife down.
I texted my wife the following day and told her I would return home. I was prepared for her to ask for a divorce, but I thank God she was willing to forgive me.
Back in Singapore, I committed to being accountable to a group of close brothers and my family. My wife and I also attended counselling sessions.
We kept listening to the words of grace from New Creation Church. I thank God for the constant reminder that we are to look to Jesus and not ourselves, and that His grace is more than enough for us.
That year, we also went on an Israel trip with the church. The pastor in charge of the group knew of our situation and kept encouraging us. We had the opportunity to renew our vows at the Garden Tomb, and the pastor and his wife also prayed over us.
It has been four years since then, and I thank God that He has restored our marriage to greater glory.
Today, my wife and I enjoy doing activities together, and I’m constantly reminded of how blessed I am to have my wife. I’ve also been set free from my 40-year bondage to pornography and masturbation. Praise the Lord!
Thank you, Pastor Prince and New Creation Church, for constantly revealing Jesus to us!





